A new start.....

I want a new start in the blogging world. I have been good and bad at it but really want to get back in the habit. My sister is an amazing blogger I only wish I could sound like her when I write. Another thing she took from me at birth lol my creative gene. My good friend Chelsie always asks when I will post so here Chels this is for you!!!

This year has been alright to me so far. I have been in a funk that Im trying to get out of. Little things as a person I am trying to do better to make me happier and eliminate stress in my life. Stress is my downfall. I stress over the dumbest things and I literally laugh at myself when I sit back and look at myself. I am in this stress management class that is a life saver. You know when a teacher tells you this will be the best and most influential class you ever take and you look at them like you are crazy? My teacher said this at the beginning of the semester and he couldn't be anymore right. Why am I causing myself so much stress. Stress is so internal I never even realized it. It is a blessing to work on and to improve my stress levels cause lets be real with each other im crazy when I am stressed. Slowly getting better.

The Babes: Well I should be saying 13 year olds. Boy do my girls have sass. They are learning and the way they light up when they tell me the new things they learned is priceless. They recently started going to a new preschool/daycare that they are loving. They love the idea of going "to school" and seeing their friends!!! They are everywhere these days. Want to know everything and definitely do everything THEMSELVES lol, but they are the best cuddle buddies and daughters a girl could ask for!!

The Family: I have really enjoyed spending a lot more time with my family these last 4 or 5 months. Its hard to tell that my sis is at Utah State due to the fact I think she has only spent a few weekends up at school this semester, but I am not complaining, having a best friend around the house quite frequently is a great thing. She is such an amazing woman ( I can say woman now that she is 20 lol.) I look up to my baby sister so much. She has so much faith and unconditional love that I sit back in awe. These last couple weeks she has been getting papers ready to serve an LDS mission. I am so proud and excited for this next chapter in her life. This last week I have thought about how much I am really going to miss her. It still is early and she isnt leaving tomorrow but the thought of her missing things in my life and not having a best friend around all the time is saddening, but it is a great opportunity for her and she will be a great missionary so I just have to say BRING IT ON!!!! I love you sissy!!