too much too too much........

All i can say is WOW i have let this go for too long.....Life has just been so crazy never anytime to Breathe......!

December-
Was a good month besides the sicknesses.... I love everything about Christmas and the season it was fun to be around the girls and all of the decor and love....The girls got a horrible stomach virus that lasted 10 days clear into Christmas :( It was horrible and I hope to not have one of those outbreaks anytime soon....They gave it to me the day before my birthday and I was feeling so awful. Im glad my birthday ended up pretty decent with time with friends and family. Christmas Eve was very fun after we were done visiting the doctor. I love going to Grandma and Grandpa Burgons house and all the tradition there. I dropped the girls off with there dad that night and they spent Christmas and the weekend with him and his family in town from Texas. They came home Sunday and opened their gifts from my family....They love!!! the kitchen my dad bought...Thanks dad the tradition lives on....

January.....
more colds and coughs and trips to the doctor....these girls have been hit hard this winter im hating it.....January was a very tough month for me....Trying to get my children better, trying to organize my life for the new year, trying to co parent with someone that is not my spouse, school, work, twin terrors but my pride and joy, things got too overwhelming for me and I was pretty depressed. I got stuck in a rut and was not able to pull myself out. I want what is best for my family and I try so hard to have everything perfect for my girls and its just not that way all the time.....

February.....
Things have started turning around....resolved a lot of what was bothering and disrupting my time and feeling a lot better this month than I did last month..... more appts Cam went to the dentist on the 8th what a trooper I love their dental office so cute for kids.....Layna goes on the 22nd they need separte appts too much for me and 2 two year olds at the dentist....our development lady came to do their last evaluation and I am so happy with the progress and where they are at....most things their age they have already been doing and things meant for a couple months from now they are doing as well....makes a mom so grateful when I know how much we have been through that they are learning and can learn just fine....I hope the rest of the month goes better from now on....ill post about recent activities in a min :)